Relish: 2009

Thursday, January 29, 2009

LOVE ME

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

By Collin Raye- Love Me

I remember vividly. I was still in school and was studying at Macers in Bishan and you texting me. We made this phone call and in the background, we were both amused that the 2 different radio channels were playing the same song! I think you could tell I really wanted to see you and all those beautiful features which make so many lovely expressions. We weren't together yet...but when you sang me this song ...i knew, you too, wanted to see me. Just as much as i did. I remember we used to have such busy schedules that we'd make plans to meet each other, no matter how late it was. Haha... it was really sweet.... So this too, just like grandma and grandpa, this is OUR song.

I never once had a fleeting thought, that when i'm with you, and feeling all that i have with you , that this story would have eventually described us so well... except that when i reached the tree where we were supposed to meet... there was no note left for me.

I would like to find that note in my pocket 66 years from now and tell the story...... but it's sad now, that i have no letter... and all i find, are washed out beads of tissue which were left in my coat, from wiping my eyes filled with tears......

XOXO,
I'll be loving you always...
Love, Me.
From Grandpa

Friday, January 2, 2009

New Year Resolutions

Partially conscious, my mind woke to what was buzzing on Lush 99.5 of what Hollywood celebrities and the world's richest have achieved in 2008. I was inspired and jumped out of bed to take stock of my blessings this year!!It set the note so beautifully for the song in my head for the last few days of the year. As i later went about the day, i told myself to also write my goals down for 2009.

A New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. I also asked myself if my new year resolutions for 08 were fulfilled- did these commitments go into effect only on New Year's Day OR whether i followed through with it till it was fulfilled or it was abandoned halfway?

2008 has been very fulfilling year for me, with 4 awards won in 2 different categories, with the great support from different managers and dear colleagues/friends whom i'm able to share all the happy moments with and challenging times. I wouldn't have gotten these rewards if they didn't recognize my efforts and my desire to excel. I also couldn't do these without the constant encouragement from my family and the unwavering support from G :)

I am always thankful and so happy in my heart that i have you to share all these lovely moments with, all my friends and family. And more importantly, you are part of my world :)

Just to share what i've been up to, a few quiet moments with a few close friends and family... just the way i liked it.

Pictures from Christmas party with the office
Pictures from Christmas Party @ York Hotel
Pictures from Christmas Parties @ Christmas Eve
Pictures from New Year at Cousin Wendy's